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Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Ang Pao victim

During Chinese New Year, the most I hate about this festival season is the question and answers when receiving the Ang Pao...

XXX:
when you will get someone and begin a family?
Me:
I still want enjoying the freedom and see the world more... ( I knew that answer will make more questions)

XXX: But you are getting older, should find someone...
Me: So, in your mind, get someone into marriage, begin a family with kids only that my life will be perfect?... ( I knew this will never end)

XXX: Shame on you, 34 old guy still receiving Ang Pao...
Me: Thank you for your remind, I am clearly know that how old am I. But I didn't asking you for the Ang Pao with the pity litter cash... ( I hope this question answer will end )

XXX: The Ang Pao is a sign of good luck, if I don't giving you I might get bad luck for whole year... ( I am really feel tired on this subject. Fine, giving to me and get off)

Five minute later, another person asking a same questions again when giving Ang Pao....F**K!

Sunday, January 25, 2009

Ox's Year

Another new year again. The city seem quite and less happening on Chinese New Year Eve, lots of people has back to hometown being together with family members for union dinner to welcome the year of Ox. Of course, my family too. I get a warning from mom this morning before step out from the house for my gym workout, she remind me that don't be late for union dinner.

After done my workout and banking matters, I am be nice at home waiting my bite. Mom is busy at on her cooking for union dinner, when everything on the dining table, mom seem a bit lost control on portion size for three person serve...Gosh! How to finish it?

Again, Wishing all the people who's I knew have a wonderful moment of being together on New Year Eve with love and joys.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Replacement day

I really can't sleep well after the stolen case, can't figure out how much I will pay for those replacement fees to get it back all the lost. I woke up early and rush back to police station to stamping the lost report, a normal process cost me RM2.00. Fine! I paid it.

Than I cross the street walk into bank asking for ATM card replacement, the bank officer said I have do pay RM12.00 for the card even is stolen case with the police report...Damn!

By no choice, I paid for the card and continues into Maxis center to get it back my cell phone SIM card. Lucky that I can get back my number and credit balance, but cost me RM10. If I knew that, I will switch to Digi, because they don't asking paying for those stolen case.

After all, I went to the identities office to report my ID card. Finally the police report helping me saving RM30.00 because on stolen case, but driving license cost RM20.00 plus RM8.00 for photo...Gosh!

Plus my house access card, I am total spending about RM72 for replacement processing fees to get back all the document and cards.

Lost

Yesterday is really not my day, I was workout at the gym, by the time I am walk back to my locker, unlock it and found my wallet and cell phone been stolen by someone unknown. Lucky that the car key still remain inside the locker, if not I will really in big lost.

First thing, I told my self don't panic, I went to the gym club office report to them about the lost, than make few call to the banks to blocking all the ATM and credit cards. After that, went to police station make a identities lost reports. The police officer told me that's lot of number stolen cases happening in this gym club has been report...Gosh!

After all, I really lost my mood to continues workout, I just pack and walk back to my car. F**k! The car park ticket is lost as well with the wallet, by no choice, I told the parking officer and show them the police report. Many thanks for kindness of them, they let me free from the car park without paying.

Until now i still can remember the feeling of hopeless without identities, money and phone number alone outside there...

Thursday, January 8, 2009

Luxury freebies of the month

A gift from Anya Hindmarch

Can't wait to discover out what's inside the box...

A special item which can't find it in Anya Hindmarch store

Sunday, January 4, 2009

A never end passion of love


Is third time dating, we went for this movie named "Cap No 7 海角七號", a sad love Taiwanese movie talk about a Japanese/Taiwanese couple can't being together because on effective of war. After 6o years, they meet again, not in person, but a box with seven letters full of passion of loves left from one of them has pass away...


一九四五年十二月二十五日
友子,太陽已經完全沒入了海面
我真的已經完全看不見台灣島了
你還站在那裡等我嗎?


友子
請原諒我這個懦弱的男人
從來不敢承認我們兩人的相愛
我甚至已經忘記我是如何迷上那個不照規定理髮而惹得我大發雷霆的女孩了
友子
你固執不講理、愛玩愛流行
我卻如此受不住的迷戀你
只是好不容易你畢業了
我們卻戰敗了
我是戰敗國的子民
貴族的驕傲瞬間墮落為犯人的枷
我只是個窮教師
為何要揹負一個民族的罪
時代的宿命是時代的罪過
我只是個窮教師
我愛你,卻必須放棄你


第三天
該怎麼克制自己不去想你
你是南方艷陽下成長的學生
我是從飄雪的北方渡洋過海的老師
我們是這麼的不同
為何卻會如此的相愛
我懷念艷陽…我懷念熱風...我猶有記憶你被紅蟻惹毛的樣子
我知道我不該嘲笑你
但你踩著紅蟻的樣子真美
像踩著一種奇幻的舞步
憤怒、強烈又帶著輕挑的嬉笑…
友子,我就是那時愛上你的…
多希望這時有暴風
把我淹沒在這台灣與日本間的海域
這樣我就不必為了我的懦弱負責


友子
才幾天的航行
海風所帶來的哭聲
已讓我蒼老許多
我不願離開甲板,
也不願睡覺
我心裡已經做好盤算
一旦讓我著陸
我將一輩子不願再看見大海
海風啊,為何總是帶來哭聲呢?愛人哭、嫁人哭、生孩子哭
想著你未來可能的幸福
我總是會哭
只是我的淚水
總是在湧出前就被海風吹乾
湧不出淚水的哭泣,讓我更蒼老了
可惡的風
可惡的月光
可惡的海


十二月的海
總是帶著憤怒
我承受著恥辱和悔恨的臭味
陪同不安靜地晃盪
不明白我到底是歸鄉還是離鄉!


傍晚,已經進入了日本海
白天我頭痛欲裂
可恨的濃霧阻擋了我一整個白天的視線
而現在的星光真美
記得你才是中學一年級小女生時
就膽敢以天狗食月的農村傳說來挑戰我月蝕的天文理論嗎?
再說一件不怕你挑戰的理論
你知道我們現在所看到的星光是自幾億光年遠的星球上所發射過來的嗎?
哇,幾億光年發射出來的光
我們現在才看到幾億光年的台灣島和日本島又是什麼樣子呢?
山還是山,海還是海
卻不見了人
我想再多看幾眼星空
在這什麼都善變的人世間裡
我想看一下永恆
遇見了要往台灣避冬的烏魚群
我把對你的相思寄放在其中的一隻
希望你的漁人父親可以捕獲
友子,儘管他的氣味辛酸
你也一定要嚐一口
你會明白...
我不是拋棄你,我是捨不得你
我在眾人熟睡的甲板上反覆低喃
我不是拋棄你,我是捨不得你


天亮了,但又有何關係
反正日光總是帶來濃霧
黎明前的一段恍惚
我見到了日後的你韶華已逝
日後的我
髮禿眼垂
晨霧如飄雪,覆蓋了我額上的皺紋
驕陽如烈焰,焚枯了你秀髮的烏黑
你我心中最後一點餘熱完全凋零
友子…請原諒我這身無用的軀體


海上氣溫16度風速12節、水深97米
已經看見了幾隻海鳥
預計明天入夜前我們即將登陸
友子…
我把我在台灣的相簿都留給你
就寄放在你母親那兒
但我偷了其中一張是你在海邊玩水的那張
照片裡的海沒風也沒雨
照片裡的你,笑得就像在天堂
不管你的未來將屬於誰
誰都配不上你
原本以為我能將美好回憶妥善打包
到頭來卻發現我能攜走的只有虛無
我真的很想妳!
啊,彩虹!但願這彩虹的兩端足以跨過海洋,連結我和妳



友子,我已經平安著陸七天的航行
我終於踩上我戰後殘破的土地
可是我卻開始思念海洋
這海洋為何總是站在希望和滅絕的兩個極端
這是我的最後一封信
待會我就會把信寄出去
這容不下愛情的海洋
至少還容得下相思吧!
友子,我的相思你一定要收到
這樣你才會原諒我一點點
我想我會把你放在我心裡一輩子
就算娶妻、生子
在人生重要的轉折點上一定會浮現…

你提著笨重的行李逃家在遣返的人潮中,
你孤單地站著你戴著那頂...存了好久的錢才買來的白色針織帽
是為了讓我能在人群中發現你吧!
我看見了…我看見了…你安靜不動地站著
你像七月的烈日讓我不敢再多看你一眼
你站得如此安靜
我刻意冰涼的心,卻又頓時燃起我傷心,
又不敢讓遺憾流露我心裡嘀咕,嘴巴卻一聲不吭
我知道,思念這庸俗的字眼
將如陽光下的黑影我逃他追…我追他逃…一輩子
我會假裝你忘了我
假裝你將你我的過往
像候鳥一般從記憶中遷徙
假裝你已走過寒冬迎接春天
我會假裝…一直到自以為一切都是真的!
然後…祝你一生永遠幸福!

Tear falling deep inside my heart after reading this seven letters, I wondering is this will happening in my life? A never end passion of love is what I been finding for it...

Thursday, January 1, 2009

Party season

I am spending my Christmas holiday at Singapore in really budget way, thanks for some sponsor meals and place stay from friend of mine Mr E and his kindness friend, they really make me feel warm like home.

Since I will having the coming summer holiday at Hong Kong again on June, I am not really into mood shopping a lot at Singapore this time, I feel that Singapore still can't replace the name of shopping haven from Hong Kong. Every night I am watching the local TV news, its always report about their economy in negative growth and increasing of jobless, but I get shock that the peoples still line up waiting to enter the first line brand's store at Orchard Road, seem like nothing is effective for them to spending.

St James Power Station

Party is one of the reason I am visit Singapore. Because on that, Mr E have no choice to joining me for the Christmas night at St James Power Station, the location is just across the road from Vivo City shopping mall. I have to said the best part of the clubs in Singapore was all in non-smoking area that we can dance "healthy way" whole night. The Christmas surprise on the night that I met a friend from KL who get knew during the trip at Krabi, such a small world.


After all, I back to work, new year countdown for me seem not so fancy anymore since the age start with "3 something". This time I choose spending with someone in "peaceful way" by hang out at La Bodega Spanish cuisine restaurant at Pavillion Mall to welcome the year of 2009 with love and joys.

My new year eve dining